No exercise this week. I'm starting to think it's just better to really get started with that once the kids are back in school.
And no recipe this week either. Heck, I barely even cooked! I did on Monday, but it was a quick meal, nothing new, exciting or even healthy. Superman was gone Tuesday and Wednesday and I have a hard time cooking for just myself and the kids. Tuesday they all wanted brinner so we had an array of waffles and french toast sticks. And Wednesday was another easy meal we like to call Frito Pie. It's chili cheese flavored Fritos, shredded cheese and chili all mixed together. And yesterday we didn't even have lunch until almost 3:00pm after picking Superman up from the airport so no one was hungry for a real supper.
I think the only healthy I thing I did for myself this week was get some sleep. I know I don't sleep a healthy amount of time. I'm a night owl, but it's hard to be a night owl and still be up by 6:30 every morning. I went to bed about the same time as I usually would this week (between midnight and 1:00am) but with Superman gone I was able to sleep in a couple mornings. It felt amazing! And yes, I do get up with him every morning to pour his coffee, make sure he has everything and see him off for the day. I'm a good wife like that.
I'll still weigh myself this morning to update my ticker. Or just take the week off and not worry about it. I haven't decided yet. Or I'll weigh myself and update my ticker if it's lower. If it's higher, I'll say I took the week off!
How 'bout we talk about something spiritually healthy? I guess that's what I could call it. I'll be honest, it was a rough week. Not meaning Superman being gone, I mean the financial/faith/worrying kind of rough week. We've been expecting a check for about 3 weeks. Not just hoping, expecting. We were told we'd have it 3 weeks ago so it was in the budget and allocated to wherever we needed it. We needed it by today. I was stressin' pretty bad. Don't you think after all those times I've talked about faith I would've learned my lesson? Nope. I stressed until the only thing left to do was completely give it up to God. I couldn't handle it any more. So Tuesday I finally gave up. I took it out of the budget and started looking around to see what I could do. And I told God to take it, I'm not going to worry about it any more, we'll get it when we get it and I believe He will get us through. I got the budget to a place that would work, not for long, but it worked.
Guess what we got in the mail the next day. Did you guess the check? If so, you're right! Call it coincidence if you want, but after several calls and emails to this client and not hearing a single word back, and stressing to the point of complete surrender, I call it God.
I also had something very cool happen this week. I've mentioned that I knit baby blankets for any unwed pregnant girls in the program at Mercy Ministries. It's like an offering for me. It blesses me to make something, something handmade that they might not get otherwise because of their situation. I think maybe, just maybe they can see God's love through a special gift for their baby even though most of them feel like they don't deserve something like that because they "messed up".
I work hard on each blanket, not just the ones I make for them, I work hard on all of them. It has to be perfect in my eyes. And being the one that is doing it, I can spot a mistake instantly, even if Superman tells me he doesn't see it. I have been known to be several inches into a blanket; not be happy with it, find a mistake, or just not be feeling it and rip the whole thing out and start completely over. That's where I'm at right now. I'm totally not feeling the blanket I'm working on. And the baby is coming by scheduled c-section on Tuesday. I have no time to start over or start something new. I have to finish it and I'm struggling all because I tried something new and I don't like it.
So this whole week I kept thinking that I'd get it done, but instead was very discouraged causing me to not work on it at all. All the discouragement led me to wonder what if I just stopped? Do they enjoy getting a blanket for their babies?
And then I had an awesome confirmation on Wednesday. Have I mentioned that Superman actually works for Mercy Ministries? Well, that's why he was gone this week. He was visiting the brand new home in California that is about to be ready to house and help 40 more girls. They were taking video and pictures of the new home and had a small acoustic concert by BarlowGirl.
He was approached by a girl who asked if he worked in the corporate building here. He said yes. She asked if his wife made blankets. He said yes. She said "Your wife knitted my son's baby blanket. He's almost a year old and it's his favorite blanket." She also said it meant a lot to her.
And she'll never know what it meant to me to hear that. So I press on. Even though I don't like the current blanket, I pray it blesses this girl and her new baby.

























